today has absolutely sucked balls. in PE, i broke down into tears because one of the guys got in my face and kept yelling at me because im not the best at volleyball... but when one of the pretty girls is bad at a sport, he finds it adorable. then, one of my best friends got pissed at me because i wont tell her my secret. i dont want to ruin our friendship because im basicly in love with the guy she's liked for what, two months? i am just tired of the bull shit of life and i dont what to do people.... im on the verge of cuting again and i need help.